And What An Hour It Is…
Tomorrow we are back at Ain Shams and will be lecturing on Appreciative Inquiry. This is essentially a management tool to aid organisational development for those interested. However this comes at the end of a tough week and will make for a nice change. As the last 10 – 15 days have been very difficult because I have been really struggling to motivate myself. Its weird, as I know everyday is precious and everyday is a day less for me, but SubhanAllah I have really been struggling. Arabic is something that is very important in our house and is something we are all seeking to invest much time into. But of late, through a fusion of headaches and an erosion of the barakah in my time, my ability to work and make progress has been compromised.
When I started writing this entry, I was really feeling this and struggling to find a way out, and then SubhanAllah I went to my evening class and inshAllah resolved my issue. As through our Ustaaz going through the vocabulary in our class text, he spent much time exploring the concept of Sabr. And this was a real help. Allah says, “Oh you who believe! Seek help with patient perseverance and prayer, for God is with those who patiently persevere.” (2:153)
And just taking this reminder has been something fantacular (OK, its not a real word yet, but I am being patient) for me, as it has inshAllah enabled me to overcome my mental block. Time will tell, but I feel inshAllah I am back on the Long Road…. Your Dua is Humbly Requested…
I think its important that we all take some quality time in our day to reflect. We are now living with a brother (Who will be known as Q), who bizarre as it may seem, has designated times for dealing with certain issues, for example 5.30pm – 6.30pm is ‘Problem Hour’. Now, this is not something I am advocating we all establish, but I think the concept per-se has some value. If we seek to reflect on the many bounties we have and seek to recognise Al Qadr, Bi’Ithnillah we can achieve great things and stay fresh at all times, managing our agendas patiently. Furthermore I believe it may even go some way to rekindle a spirituality which many of us increasingly speak about being absent in our lives. I was privy to a conversation today with a dear and most beloved brother of ours in the UK, who works in the Dawah in Bradford (May Allah Accept From AAW) and he highlighted some of the progress being made and some of the major challenges being faced. And thus I further realised just how important this principle of Sabr is for us all. For those of seeking to balance, family, work and Dawah life, or those of us studying, or those of us in any challenging endeavour, recognition and understanding of Sabr, is crucial. This is something many of us talk about, but struggle to come to terms with in reality, first and foremost myself. I believe one of the reasons for this is, it be that the nature of the Dawah today is, there is much less focus on the heart in the Dawah of the people of Sunnah, and thus in the level of knowledge of those who seek to walk the path of Sunnah, bi’ithnillah.
(NB: It seems, that this is unfortunately leading people to the paths that lead away from the Sunnah and thus to failure, as they seek a spiritual enlightenment from those people who live to the commands of the Khalaf in favour of the Sunnah and those who carried it.)
I don’t think, I am best place to speak about others, however only mention this as a point of discussion, in that wouldn’t Spirituality in the Sunnah be a beneficial mainstream topic in the Dawah of Sunnah? Maybe we should see a big much of the works of Ibn Jawzia? Suggestions for moving the Dawah forward on these lines, would also be most appreciated. InshAllah, I will take the lesson from today and seek to move forward my understanding, first and foremost from the book of Ar Rahman and then other good books on the issue, for which I am happy to take recommendations. The Journey Continues…