“Say: O Allah, Lord of power! You give power to whom You please, and You remove from power whom You please.You give honour to whom You please and You disgrace whom You please. In Your hand is all Good. Indeed, over all things You have power.”
(Qur’an: Translation of the meaning, 3:26)
Today I was stood in prayer and this ayah came into my brain and permeated my thoughts and made me contemplate on the embodied message for much of the afternoon and corresponding evening.
The reason being subhanAllah, that this past week, has embodied the message of these great Ayaat.
As per the past post, this past week we were given some serious VIP treatment by Ain Shams University. The reason being our skills were recognised for their scarcity in this country and the Department of Health experience we have, was seen as something of a novelty. As we walked the corridors of this institution, we were showered with Salawaat and a given privileged access to see what we wished and speak to whom we wished. This was quite bizarre, but was something of considerable honour. A weird feeling and something which led to us feeling quite good about ourselves, and allowed us to realise how two chaps from the Bronx of Bradford could come a long way from home and be awarded a respect, that some would question its need, and thus realise why it is the Most Merciful gives honour to whom he pleases. However, within just a few days we also came to realise the other part of the ayat. As we had our first exam. Yes, Shaikh Majdi, gave us our first exam since we started our course, three weeks ago.
Now this was something truly humbling. As I flicked through the pages of the exam paper and wiped the sweat from my brow and sought to control the eyrie feeling running up and down my spine, I realised just how small we really are and thus how perceptions of us can change. Now I assure you, even though our exams did not go as expected, ‘disgrace’ did not come upon us, however the fall from grace was there and very evident. We sat in our classroom, completed the paper as best we could and walked home as usual and contemplated just how different the experience had been from our previous few days. From being seen as two experts from the UK, within days we were suddenly two very humble students. From being able to lecture medical students, we were without warning two B grade students in Swisseri A (Cairo). Now even though we did quite well, the point I am seeking to make is that, through the process we were just another two random people striving hard to pull marks in an exam, and going through the normal exam emotions.
Therefore we sign out once again and call upon you to contemplate any highs you have and any lows and just remember that they are from Allah. We should celebrate any emotional stimulation with the Hamd of Allah. As a wise man once said,
“ I didn’t build my own self. So I have no right to be arrogant ”
Wasalamo’Alaykum,
Taqabal Allah Minna Wa Minkum.
Eid Mubarak!

